'AUSTRALIA DAY' - JAN 26
A ghost of aviation She was swallowed by the sky Or by the sea, like me she had a dream to fly Like icarus ascending On beautiful foolish arms Amelia, it was just a false alarm Maybe I’ve never really loved I guess that is the truth I’ve spent my whole life in clouds at icy altitude And looking down on everything I crashed into his arms Amelia, it was just a false alarm
Saturday, January 25, 2014
E L DOCTOROW: FICTION AND NON-FICTION IN 'HOMER AND LANGLEY'
WHEN you’re
not feeling quite right, a lot of what excited you before loses some of its
lustre. Just like the speaker in Sylvia Plath’s ‘Black Rook in Rainy Weather’,
much of what I’ve read or watched or listened to these last days has not set my
world on fire. I found the Henry Miller novel Tropic of Cancer titillating, and
in various places beautifully written, but I forgot about it after an hour or
two. I had trouble finishing Cheever’s Falconer novel, even though I’d been
wanting to read it for years. It seemed repetitive, somehow, and a bit like the
latter day Cuckoo’s Nest, but not as compelling. Then there’s been the problem
with films. The sequel to The Year My Voice Broke- Flirting- seemed to meander
and seem totally implausible, the way Noah Taylor kept rowing across the lake to
the lovely girl of his dreams. And the new, much heralded Coen brothers film,
Inside Llewyn Davis, was captivating to a degree, but also seem to meander, and
in the end, whilst I found the idea of making a film for a change about someone
who doesn’t quite make it (like the
man in Joni Mitchell’s song, ‘For Free’), totally refreshing, instead of yet
another biography of someone who has made it, like Johnny Cash, and no doubt,
Mick Jagger, someday, I didn’t really like the main character, or anyone else
for that matter, even Carey Mulligan who I usually like a lot, except when
she’s trying to be Daisy.
So it was no
real surprise that I only moderately enjoyed E L Doctorow’s 2009 novel ‘Homer
and Langley’ which I have read these past two days. As I said I think it’s
partly because I feel a bit off, so the colours of literature and music and art
are a bit dimmed, and the food doesn’t taste as good, and I have no thirst for
alcohol or any of the other well- known pleasures that a healthy body craves.
I have a lovely
bookcase filled with hard back books, mostly of Lawrence. Sometimes I imagine
in a bourgeoisie sense what it would be like if I could choose, with money not
being an impediment like someone like Tom Cruise or George Clooney, if I could
choose the hundred or so books that could fill this bookcase of mine. A couple
of books I would leave exactly where they are. But for the most part how
glorious to choose first editions of your favourite books of all times. Amidst
The Heart is a Lonely Hunter, and Women in Love, and As I Lay Dying and Tender
is the Night, I would have E L Doctorow’s Ragtime, such a beautiful book, and
it has been so long since I read something that moved me as much as this.
Homer and
Langley is no Ragtime, but it is still a pleasure to read an E L Doctorow novel
at any rate. He probably knows he hasn’t reached that Ragtime standard again. I
think he wrote it back in 1975. Homer and Langley has echoes of Ragtime and is
still, regardless, a fairly captivating story. Here, once again, he blends real
life world events into his narrative. The brothers Homer (of course, blind!),
sensitive and intelligent, and Langley, made cynical and world weary after the
physical and emotional damage of the first world war, live in their New York
brownstone, mostly indoors, whilst the world and all its history revolves about
them, both in the house and outside. They survive all the big wars, the era of
the gangster, the hippie movement, the encroaching world of high tech
communications. Homer mostly plays the piano and slowly becomes deaf, like
Beethoven, and Langley is proudly unorthodox and opens the big house they
inherited from wealthy parents to the outside world in the form of parties,
hippies, feral cats. The gangsters move in, uninvited, and there is a series of
cleaners and cooks and other helpers, including a terrorised Japanese couple, who
they form great attachments with.
It is Homer
that narrates the story of the revolving outside world, and its impact on the
brothers’ lives, and the way the brothers become a source of fascination to the
people of the neighbourhood for all the wrong reasons, mostly because of their
eccentricity and unorthodox ways. Langley looks after his handicapped brother
and is wonderfully resolute against all outside authorities who don’t agree
with their way of life, including the police, fire brigade, various utilities,
neighbours, even mischievous children. Doctorow spends an inordinate amount of
time detailing the pig sty that the interior of the house becomes as Homer and
Langley become more and more dysfunctional in the living of their daily lives
(tragically, in the end), and the clutter of the house, mostly in the form of
an obsessive compulsion of Langley’s to bring in whatever he finds from the outside
world (especially newspapers that when on top of each other almost touch the
ceiling), and most amusingly, the deconstructed body of a Ford paraded
forlornly as a generator in the lounge room.
I was struck
by the power of Doctorow’s writing in a few passages. Here, he describes Langley’s
experience in the first world war of the infestation of rats: ‘Once, with an
officer in his wood coffin and the lid not fast, they nosed it back and in a
minute the coffin was filled with a hump of squealing rats squirming and
wriggling and fighting, a wormy mass of brown and black rat slime turning red
with blood. The officers shot into the mass with their pistols with the rats
pouring over the sides and then someone leapt forward and slammed the coffin lid back down and they
nailed it shut with the officer and the dead and dying rats together.’
I can imagine
it may be a bit of a challenge, to write a book in which the narrator of the
story is blind. I don’t even know if there is a precedence for this. So how do you
get to describe the details of the action for the reader? This is also a novel
that is very visual. There is always a lot going on in Homer and Langley’s
household. Well, sometimes Doctorow cheats. We get detail that can only really
be provided by an all-seeing narrator in the style of someone like Nick
Carraway, very aware of what is going on around him, open to the subtleties of
living and of life. Other times we are told, by Homer, that he knows certain
things, visually, because Langley later told him, or his hearing is so acute
for much of the story that he can piece bits together and tell a lot from what
is happening through his ears.
Because he is
blind, Homer has a very tactile way of describing things- things like food take
on newer and more interesting dimensions than they would for others. And much
later in the novel there is a scene, a bit like a scene from Bergman’s Fanny
and Alexander, where the hippie inhabitants of Homer and Langley’s brownstone
form a human train at Homer’s urging as they navigate the hazardous journey
inside the mansion filled by this stage with a labyrinth of newspapers and odd
assortments of junk. They all start doing this ‘hip-shifting-one-two-three
followed by the leg-out BAM!’ which creates further chaos, and suddenly all the
hippies are heading for the exit outside the front door (who wouldn’t, in a
madhouse like this), and Doctorow describes their sudden emergence onto the
street like the opening of a cage and the flight of birds. Homer must feel a
sense of relief as his working senses are opened and he inhales the ‘earthy
fragrances of (Central) Park’, and can taste the ‘metallic taste of moonlight’
and can hear the ‘diminishing’ laughter of the hippies through the trees.
There aren’t
many good times left for Homer and Langley as people become curious about them,
the services are shut off, neighbours complain, Langley becomes more paranoid
and rails against the outside world, and their habits become more and more
eccentric. In the end their lifestyle becomes unsustainable and they bring
about their own undoing.
Of course, a
lot of this is absolutely real. The Collyer brothers did live like this in a
brownstone in New York. The actual story is fascinating, and it came to an end
in 1947 when their bodies were discovered. The outside world finally managed,
with a lot of difficulty, to gain access, and what a sight it must have been. Thousands
of books, the car, musical instruments, boxes, a mass of furniture and a
telling stench of a decomposed body wafting through the house. It is
fascinating story of hoarding that must have been perfect for Doctorow. First of
all, it occurred in his beloved New York, and secondly. It gave him great scope
for creativity. Doctorow could do his old trick of writing about real people’s
lives, and imagining interior and exterior worlds for them in order to bring
them to life. This is not biography, it is more creative imagining.
I found myself
wondering a lot about Homer and Langley at the end, and how they must have
looked like, with their long, matted hair and unruly appearances, and how they
must have suffered in their reclusiveness, and how steadfast Langley must have
been in keeping the outside world away as much as he was able. And how Doctorow
shows the outside world to be turning all the time. And why he chose Homer to
be his narrator, when all seeing and all-knowing Langley would have been the
easier choice.
Saturday, January 18, 2014
SWELTERING HOME
JAN 17
WE came home a different way, and it felt like it made a
bit of a difference. Virtually the Hume Highway all the way this time, instead
of crossing the Snowy Mountains. The weather, this time, was the dominant
factor. Melbourne had had a terrible period of 40 + degrees, and we were
heading towards the final day of it. It was also hot in NSW. So a hot, hot car
full of hot, hot people, much hotter than New York on the day of Tom Buchanan
and Gatsby’s showdown. We looked out for spot fires on the sides of the road
for the final hour or so. The radio informed us that there were bushfires not
far to the west of us, towards Lancefield. We were. Fortunately, a day early. At
the same time, the next day, much of the Hume Highway on the outskirts of Melbourne
was closed because of fiery paddocks.
The other role the weather played was not long after our
arrival, home. I went to Brunswick to get something to eat and the sky was
nasty, aggressive, spitting. It rained huge, heavy drops, and the thunder
roared. Like Gil, in the lamentable Midnight in Paris, I felt the urge to walk
slowly along Sydney Road, in the rain. It was lovely.
Predictably, the one thing I enjoyed the most about the
return journey home, besides the cold drink in Albury, and the rest at the
Tucker Box in Gundagai, was a final tour of Braidwood in the morning. I filmed
sections of the main street this time, instead of taking photos, and behind a
wooden door, just down from Freya’s parents’ café, is a little lane that Danny wanders
down a couple of times in the film. It leads to Freya’s house, and was an
additional serendipitous discovery. We also visited the town 30 kilometres away
that features the old train station, where Danny says goodbye to Freya for the
final time. It is in a little town called Bungendore. The train station fits
the period and mood of the film beautifully.
Thursday, January 16, 2014
SWIMMING IN PAIN
JAN
16
A
terrible evening of trying to sleep with a lower back feeling like it is on
fire. The pain shifted during the night from the middle of the lower back, to
my left hip region. Causes- probably these hopeless beds, a long run on hard
sand in bare feet, being thrown around in the surf, and that marathon 12 or 13
hours of driving in the car. Oh, and of course pre-existing back complaints.
Speaking
of surf, Malua Bay today. We have been concentrating on these beaches south of
Bateman’s Bay. The northern ones don’t seem to be as interesting- Long Beach,
Moloney Beach, unless you’re prepared to travel a fair distance to somewhere
like Jervis Bay. Malua Bay was very windy. However, I quite liked it. Smaller
and less pretentious than Broulee. A rocky outcrop on the right. The water as
clear as ever and those lovely complications in the water- the dips and breaks of the rolling waves.
Tuesday, January 14, 2014
EATING OUT AT BATEMAN'S BAY
JAN
15
About
a kilometre and a half away is an Indian restaurant called Kholi’s. If you are
ever out this way I would recommend it. Good service, no glitz, well presented
food. Opposite is the Soldier’s Club which we couldn’t resist. It is everything
that is tacky, but also in a contrasting way, fabulous as well.
A typical NSW
club that people from Victoria travelled to in droves years ago before poker
machines were introduced everywhere. You show your driver’s licence at the reception.
The kids go off to a child minding room where they can play with toys and other
kids, supervised. What a racket for some parents! Then you go upstairs to be
hit by the razzle dazzle of millions of colourful and noisy gambling machines,
tables everywhere filled with people in smart sandals and shorts, eating roasts
and steaks and salads, and a long window opening up to the incredible vista of
the sparkling bay across the road. J and I put a dollar coin into a machine for
the hell of it and immediately five one dollar coins bounced back at us. So
there you go, the ultimate paradox. Huge NSW clubs that are disgusting and compelling
at the same time.
Outcome: stomach full of Indian food, pockets jingling
and back killing me.
HENRY MILLER, IN NSW
JAN
14
The
‘city centre’ of Bateman’s Bay is one of your regular coastal shopping areas.
Seafood places, and malls, and Coffee Club shops and newsagents and post
office, and arcades full of beauty treatment places, a Rivers shop, Smiggles,
chemists galore and lots of hotel places situated right on top of the bay for a
pretty penny. It was depressingly hot walking in, but coming back there was a
really nice bay breeze. The tops of the masts of the boats marooned on the
water bobbled around a bit. I read The Sydney Morning Herald and it was just
like reading The Age. The Sydney stories didn’t interest me much.
I
am reading some Henry Miller for the first time. His first novel, Tropic of
Cancer. It’s overly long and rambling and I can’t be too bothered with some of
it, and parts of it are a bit like if D H Lawrence had’ve lived another ten
years or so, except in most places it isn’t very lyrical. A lot of sex which
gets tiring after a while, but some really beautiful and well written passages
too. In case you don’t know it, it is all about his madman experiences of being
young in the 30’s in Paris, very Holden Caulfield-like, but with lots of
stream of consciousness added, a cross therefore between Salinger and Joyce is
how I would put it (perhaps with a pinch of Dickens thrown in).
“
The windows of my hotel are festering and there is a thick, acrid stench as of
chemicals burning. Looking into the Seine I see mud and desolation, street
lamps drowning, men and women choking to death, the bridges covered with
houses, slaughterhouses of love. A man is standing against the wall with an
accordion strapped to his belly; his hands are cut off at the wrists, but the
accordion writhes between his stumps like a sack of snakes. The universe has
dwindled; it is only a block long and there are no stars, no trees, no rivers.
The people who live here are dead; they make chairs which other people sit on
in their dreams. In the middle of the street is a wheel and in the hub of the
wheel a gallows is fixed. People already are trying frantically to mount the
gallows, but the wheel is turning too fast…”
VARIATIONS ON SWIMMING, NSW
JAN 13
This morning we went for easier, and gentler. Broulee
Beach is more calm and dull but much more kid friendly. It is, however, along
the same coast as Tuross Head, and is therefore still very beautiful. The waves
lapped in moderately all day. The sand was the same. It had ‘go for a run’
written all over it. To the east, the white sand stretched alongside the
turquoise water for about four or five kilometres. I love running barefoot
along sand. However, you do feel it in your calves afterwards.
Back at the Coach House Marina Resort, S and I had a
lengthy swim in the pool. Lying on your back for ages, arms akimbo, feet
together and softly paddling, is one of the best feelings. I closed my eyes and
all I could see was this brilliant glowing orange behind my eyes. ‘I Believe
I’ve Transcended’ said Van Morrison on his live Astral Weeks record.
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